I sang that song called “In a mood of Faith” to him yesterday evening. In fact, I have intended to sing it on April’23th, because that day was his birthday. But, he told me he was busy at that moment. It really doesn’t matter what time I should sing it, because everyday could be the birthday only we like. I prepared three pairs of socks which came from Addidas for him, which I even never wear expensive socks as them before. Because I know that he is too busy to wash his clothes often. Besides, I also prepared a cross-stitch which could be hung on his mobile phone, though I haven’t accomplished this cute cross-stitch so far.
However, we had a big quarrel after I finished singing that song yesterday evening. He said a lot of things which made me unhappy and heartbroken like common days. Seriously, I am sure that he told me some lies before which I couldn’t accept any longer. He always has his reasons to debate, though he emphasized that I interrupted him too much.
The climax of my indignation was that he wanted to give me some money to let him free. I didn’t know whether it was his impulse or anger to say that. However, I was indeed humiliated and desperate to hear that, and no more things can bring such kind of sorrow, sadness, shock and disappointment to me in my life. What a ruthless boy! How much does he think his worth? I thought it was himself to debase him in such an ugly way. I hate everybody to regard value in terms of money.
I later argued with him about his irresponsibility for his promises before, such as he would wait for me in his rest of his life, asking me not to leave him, or even something to marry him, etc. He was a little angry, and held off the phone suddenly and left me in the air.
However, I stayed in my lab the whole night to call him constantly till this morning. I also sent more than fifty messages to him including those messages he once promised. I felt I was helpless and scared at that time, and even wanted to call some old friends in other cities to comfort me, but I chose to be lonely to shoulder something. I was praying for receiving his call during the deep night, but never. He still can’t receive all my messages up to now, and I don’t know what is wrong with him and his phone. In the cold midnight, I recalled a large number of experiences referred him, and cried loudly.
I still remembered a story that he once told me. “Every girl, in fact, is an angel without tears. She has the tears when she met the boy she loved. Then the angel weeps her tears and drops into the world. Therefore every boy shouldn’t betray his girl, because she even abandons the Heaven just for you. "
It is the time for me to set him free. I think the only thing I can do to bring his happiness, maybe, disappeared in his world.
I never want to hear anything about him again, never, but only wish him have a happy life without me.
Farewell darling, farewell.
I am still pained to write the above story. Have you felt that?
However, we had a big quarrel after I finished singing that song yesterday evening. He said a lot of things which made me unhappy and heartbroken like common days. Seriously, I am sure that he told me some lies before which I couldn’t accept any longer. He always has his reasons to debate, though he emphasized that I interrupted him too much.
The climax of my indignation was that he wanted to give me some money to let him free. I didn’t know whether it was his impulse or anger to say that. However, I was indeed humiliated and desperate to hear that, and no more things can bring such kind of sorrow, sadness, shock and disappointment to me in my life. What a ruthless boy! How much does he think his worth? I thought it was himself to debase him in such an ugly way. I hate everybody to regard value in terms of money.
I later argued with him about his irresponsibility for his promises before, such as he would wait for me in his rest of his life, asking me not to leave him, or even something to marry him, etc. He was a little angry, and held off the phone suddenly and left me in the air.
However, I stayed in my lab the whole night to call him constantly till this morning. I also sent more than fifty messages to him including those messages he once promised. I felt I was helpless and scared at that time, and even wanted to call some old friends in other cities to comfort me, but I chose to be lonely to shoulder something. I was praying for receiving his call during the deep night, but never. He still can’t receive all my messages up to now, and I don’t know what is wrong with him and his phone. In the cold midnight, I recalled a large number of experiences referred him, and cried loudly.
I still remembered a story that he once told me. “Every girl, in fact, is an angel without tears. She has the tears when she met the boy she loved. Then the angel weeps her tears and drops into the world. Therefore every boy shouldn’t betray his girl, because she even abandons the Heaven just for you. "
It is the time for me to set him free. I think the only thing I can do to bring his happiness, maybe, disappeared in his world.
I never want to hear anything about him again, never, but only wish him have a happy life without me.
Farewell darling, farewell.
I am still pained to write the above story. Have you felt that?
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